The thing I like least about cutting.

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 6:12 pm

the thing i hate the most is the fear of having anyone notice your cuts,
i also hate the shamefulness i feel after cutting,
i also hate when i hurt others and get them worried by cutting, i feel so bad to put them through that 🙁 so i try my best not to cut.

halfbrainhalfheart 10/31/2012 - 6:27 pm

I watched some videos of people cutting a couple of years ago and decided not to look at other people’s cuts ever! It makes it so impersonal and mainstream knowing that so many people do it, so I slowly stopped embracing the idea. Why the hell did they put those videos up? Shame for the suicidal society. BUT: Just 2 days ago I was proudly showing an old friend my left arm saying “Look, you see how clean it is? No cuts since 2 years!” The happiness on his face was so rewarding that I know… for the time being… that it’s such a great thing to cut it out with cutting. : )

s2419 10/31/2012 - 6:32 pm

The wost part Is, not being able to do it

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 6:42 pm

@ S2419 I’m sorry you feel like have to cut so badly 🙁

darko 10/31/2012 - 6:54 pm

omg i know what you mean, and also when you scratch it because it’s itchy and you break open a scab and it bleeds again.
and also, ruining shirts.

s2419 10/31/2012 - 7:02 pm

Also what’s difficult with cutting, is when your on a school trip and you just need to get away and cut yourself and you can’t because every where you turn there’s someone you know. And rathernot: it’s not your falt, so don’t appologise

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 7:17 pm

@s2419 i said im sorry because i feel terrible that you feel like you need to cut :'( <3

s2419 10/31/2012 - 7:20 pm

But it’s not your falt, so don’t

s2419 10/31/2012 - 7:22 pm

Rathernot: sorry I’m beig blunt. I’m just in such a bad mood

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 7:26 pm

@s2419 i understand what you are trying to say, its just hard to see you like this, it doesn’t ever feel good to see someone you love feel so depressed, or be in so much pain. thats why i feel bad for you. But i understand

s2419 10/31/2012 - 7:29 pm

I know and I’m sorry :/ x

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 7:32 pm

dont be sorry, you cant control what your mind makes you feel, its not your fault<3
and i think we have hijacked this post hehe 😛

Shame 10/31/2012 - 7:32 pm

Put some cocoa butter on it next time, works wonders..
What I hate most is losing the blades when I am desperate. I don’t care who sees because I don’t know anyone personaly.

s2419 10/31/2012 - 7:34 pm

Yeah I know, we do that to most posts, we really shouldn’t x

rathernot 10/31/2012 - 7:35 pm

ya people get mad, then i feel bad, okay i’ll stop now aha

The thing I like least about cutting.

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