been a while since Iv’e posted its probably because I have been holding it in so long…. still no luck…still want to just die….before I sleep its my prayer to just not wake up at all…I don’t see a point in continuing this. People hate me,but not as much as I hate myself and its even worse now i’m unable to share this with anyone anymore. this is probably the only place I could …with strangers who care even less about me. I never asked for this life but why is it i’m not allowed to end it? whatever…why is that people or cruel but when you express how much you are hurt they will just continue to kick harder?… why is it that im so FUCKING USELESS? *sigh*
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People hate people better than them.. People will hurt u cause theyre afraid to hurt themselves.. .. Dumb answers to dumb questions… But the reason u hate urself is because u feel u can be better but dont or cant admit it.. Thats y u dont want to end it… Ur soul is screaming “hang on” “not yet” cause it knows u havent lived to ur potential.. Sometimes when uve reached the end of ur miserable life u die.. Sometimes u go through hell for nothing sometime at the end of the tunnel is light and the light is just a freight train coming ur way… So u can fight life and die… U can quit and take ur own life.. Or grab a chair and wait for life to bring death…
HollywoodHero
Lifes like a movie… Just no stunt doubles and no do overs… So know your role
You’re that fucking useless because you don’t do anything besides complaining. Achieve something and then we’ll talk.
Surfer it sounds like you have some kind of inner hate for yourself, you want to talk about this or are you to much of a ****
@surder202: how are you gunna feel when unluckystranger, takes what you said to heart because they’ve had enough of people like you, and self harms or kills themself ? it takes alot for people to talk about themselves openly, and here you are just belittling that
Inner hate for myself? ;D
s2419 my words are not gonna do anything. He will probably cut himself anyway without my help. Also he is not gonna commit suicide he is too much of a coward for that kind of thing. I am trying to motivate his lazy ass to take action cause otherwise he is gonna be stuck in shit for the rest of his life.
I have never cut myself…im here because I dont have an outlet for when Im feeling down.
You don’t want to get in the habit of cutting yourself. Believe me, it sucks when people notice.