you wouldnt know
becaause shes happy
or she looks like so
you wouldnt know
she looks like fun
its a mask
you wouldnt know
she has so many friends
she can only go to one for help
you wouldnt know
she doesnt have scars
oh yes she does but there hidden
you wouldnt know
she couldnt cry
she does all the time
you wouldnt know
because she is a fake
she looks like she has it all
but spend sometime
you will see
that this girl is crumbling
you will see
just wait and see
that this girl
is me.
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i could beleive it, almost everyone is faking it, once you’ve done something like slapping a smile on your face you can’t help but look and wonder who else does the same
to me everyone seems real…but thats prob cause i have a positive feeling bout everyone…everyone but mysef-_-
you need to channel that poistive energy for yourself. you need to beleive in yourself,
why is that i already know i cant fix me i already know im not a good person i already know im a fake so why should i be positive over that?
your human not machine of course you can’t be fixed, this makes you a perfect human, your not a bad person either have you ever killed someone or caused suffering to something probably not. and you know who you are deep down and therefore your not fake. if it makes you feel any better i think your a perfect example of a human
ok…now why do you think im a perfect example of a human?
you feel emotions. wether they be insecure or not, you know your faults wether or not you think their a strenght or a weakness they make you who you are and thats being human.
yeah i guess…..but still seems like im the only fake person…i put up a mask all the time…just so certain people can never see the real me
i’ve read some of your earlier posts, and i want you to know that theirs one person in the world who knows the real you (at least from what i’ve read) and sees you as normal and belevies you can achieve any goal you set your mind to
the only one person who gets me is my best friend…but that is bout to change very quickly:/
how so?
well he says he’ll stay..but trust me, when i open up to someone il start getting annoying..i dont wanna shut up…i complain…i get depressed….il go manic try multiple suicide attempts and yet all of that my best friend is still by my side…i honestly dont get why? im just so certain he will leave cause these past few days ive prety much lost it…im going crazy
well tell him you appreciate his help and apalogize for being a little rash with him, i myself only have one person i trust and he’s faithfully been by my side for 10 years now
wow….thats a long time…
i have some terrible friends come and go but this one never left my side and i love him like a sibling
not to say we never fight we do often but when push comes to shove he’ll be there
but now back to your friend if it’s a real friend he’ll stick by your side for not well now it’s one less person in the crowd of people who might be your true friends
aww thas sweet
i know hes a real friend…but i just dont trust me…i sometimes cant control myself i dont wanna “do” something that’ll make him avoid me
you said you can tell him anything just tell him the problem and that he shouldn’t take it personally if you flip out on him. don’t worry unless you have social anxiety like me you’ll always make new friends
true
so you from the States
yupp
well be thankful for that at least your in a developed country
ok….where u from then?
Canada which i greatful to be in, love it here