I live with my brother.. I’ve fucked up my life so good that I can’t get a flat on my own.. I drink and use drugs quite a lot.. Just to get the euphoric feeling for a while.
To feel like normal people. I keep thinking suicide every day, but I always find some reason to keep going. Just another fuckin’ day to the list. I’ve been stabbed in the back so many times
that I isolate myself to make sure that doesn’t happen again.. Not sure what I just wrote, just something that helps me a bit.’Anyways, Everyone who feels similar.. Take care.
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You are not alone. Don’t feel like there is no way out, or the only way out is to end your life. My dear friend just committed suicide and it effected my entire senior class. I want you to know that there are people out there that will talk to you, and listen. People like me. You can get through this, there is always time to better yourself, to better the future. Don’t make an irrational thought permanent. If you need anyone to talk to, I’m here!! You are worth it, people do care, and if you left this world, I would be so sad.
you arent alone. i am right where you are. im only 17 but alot of crap has happened to me in my life time inclusing gettiing raped multiple times and beat up by guys i knew or that i barely knew. but in the end i just tried to stick it out. and you can too. just believe in yourself! (: