i don’t know anymore

hi, life can be pretty shiity aye. i know how you feel, i cant let my past go either. you may hear this a lot but suicide isnt the ansewr, you may want the pain to go away or whatever but if you kill youself thats perminant, you will neva see ur family,friends and other people. you wont grow up to find that happiness, one day you will find that happineness, yes your past will be there but it will be in the faint backround, you will be so happy you dont even notice it. i promise you that your happiness wil come one day. your life will start getting back together and you can stick the missing pieces on. find the help you need, tell your family your friends, teachers or anyone. justt tell them how your feeling, get the help you deserve.