I feel nothing. I just feel so empty inside. I feel like someone else is up there in my head controlling everything I do. I want to talk to someone, but I don’t want my parents to find out. I self harm, and I take way too paracetamol at a time, hoping one day i won’t wake up. But the thing is, I’m not sure why i do it, I don’t have a concrete reason. I’m just sad, all the time. My life isn’t perfect, but it isn’t the best either. I just don’t know what to do.
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What does the paracetamol do? I cut too, just finished actually. I pray to any gods/goddesses I never wake up to this world again. So depressed am I, I want so much to die. Tell me about your life, maybe it will make me feel better about mine. Oh Goddess that was so bad. Seriously, it helps to talk about it. But I totally understand if its to hard or you don’t want to.
Paracetamol is Acetaminophen. If you take enough of it, you suffer from acute liver failure and die. Its pathetic, i know. But I don’t know how else to die. I would never be able to shoot myself, or hang myself. And that’s the thing, my life’s not all that bad, I’m just really depressed, even when something most people would see as good happens. For no reason. And I hate it.
You can tell me your story if you’d like, though.