Sometimes I can be rather silly.
Sometimes I actually think people can enjoy talking to me because they like me. I know its a silly thing to think. Because it’s not true. And there has never been any evidence to prove I am worthy of being treated like a normal human being.
I guess people can sense when youre willing to do everything for them. Because I am, basically. Give me some attention and Ill worship the ground you walk on.
Its rather pathetic.
I just wish someone would want to talk to me because they find me interesting, and not because they want to fuck me and/or hope I will send them videos/pictures of me for free.
Some people forget that youre a person. Which is ok. Only when I’m being silly I think I am worthy enough to be treated like a person anyway.
It gets very tiring being an users-object all your life.
Lonely too.
I dont want to be one anymore. Im ready to give that title to someone else now.
Please?