I wanna give up. I cant go on. I always thought I am smarter than that, but everything seems to fail me. Is it too late, can someone stop me! I am not sure if I want to kill myself or not………..!!! Am scared!!!
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What I told myself… if I am willing to leave this world. Why not do things I was so nervous and scared to do… it’s ok to make mistakes and fail. I hope you get past this. I hope you don’t do it. When I feel trapped. I know I need big changes. But take each step at a time, like new job or school, or new area. New interests! I wish your soul with love and light.
Well, I dropped out of college because I got sexually abused. I don’t have a degree, I don’t have a sustainable job, I have no friends, no one likes me because I got left out in the ‘rat’ race and some people know I got abused. Why should I live? I don’t know. I am so lonely. I just want to kill the loneliness by killing myself…
I know how you feel. I am lonely and have been for god knows how long but i keep telling myself it will end and hopefully it will get better. It’s difficult and a lot of the time seems impossible but you need to try and keep your hopes up otherwise you end up at the bottom of a big hole which you can’t get out of.
You seem to be unsure about Killing yourself, is that maybe cause there is something keeping you here? It may be difficult to see but if it’s keeping you here you need to hold onto it.
Pooja, can you go to a different college? I have a friend who was sexually abused and it still bothers them to this day, but they are still going on. Wishing you all the best.