I have not been eating much lately.
obviously on the night my mind decides to create even more visions and noises that arent there Im getting hungry.
Usually I like the scratching feeling you get when youre hungry.
I just want some food now.
And weed.
I need weed. I cant sleep without it.
But I cant move. I cant leave my room. I need to stay where I am.
Its stupid. You know the shit you see is not real. Yet it is terrifying as fuck.
I have not been moving – except for my hands to type – for quite some time now.
Not sure what I will think will happen if I do move. I do feel it cant be anything good.
Im afraid to turn around.
I hear noises, like vaguely somewhere someone is screaming, the entire time.
I know someone is watching me right now and it terrifies me.