I’m not as happy as I show…Why do I have to hurt so much…Can’t someone take my pain away?…Why am I crying so much? Why am I so sad…No one will ever take e for me…no one will ever love me…there is no more hope…no more love…no one left…So much pain :'(
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That’s not even a lie. I’ll tell you about lies. Look at Dettori, Mr Integrity Mr ‘I don’t do drugs’. Three weeks later the French Jockey Club find that he tested positive for a prohibited substance. He didn’t challenge the findings. No wonder Camelot got beaten. Dettori was coked out his brains. I bet they were both in the stable before the race snorting coke. Dopped up hound did me out of my money.
Be strong Loner and together we can fight this corruption that has destroyed the world.
Thank you, but I do lie a lot. I don’t tell my family. I am careful of who I tell who is my family and what is my last name. I also don’t tell my family how I am bisexual nor that I am really hurt inside. I just wear a mask.
Shouldnt rely on others to make you happy, that usually ends in disappointment. Sylvia Plath said something like that once and look what happened to her. She ended up putting her head in an oven.
Make yourself happy first. People say it’s loneliness but that’s often an excuse. The cause is usually a lot of personal things they aren’t happy about. That doesn’t just go away and no one can do that for you.
Be yourself.
Yeah, thank you. I’ll try. But I came to like to be happy by others. But I’ll try my hardest 🙂
Not sure how truly happy a person can make themselves when not in the company of others, Duke. We are, after all, social creatures, and I find my happiest self in the company of others.
To the contrary, I’m very anti-social!
I have worked on not trying to get close to people before, it hurt because all I end up doing was getting close to them and then sooner or later… the hammer would hit me in my heart and leave an ugly hole behind. I don’t like people, they scare me. But I do long for someone who cares about me and I care for back.