me

I don’t really know why I cut, I just love looking down and seeing the cuts and feeling the sharp pain and the blood. Its like something thats mine, my own secret and no one else knows and I feel special and its good. I just hate how I have to try so hard to hide it, long sleeves, bracelets, because if it got out, I would never be seen the same again. I dont think people know how to react with it, I don’t either really. I’m just rambling now