I feel like something is wrapped around me suffocating me but I can still breath. I can barely walk talk Hear see I can barely move at all. It takes everything I have to put a smile on my face and move and walk around at school but that takes alot of energy and I can’t keep that up for more than 30 min. at a time. I am not hungry. So I’m not eating. And yet I am still a fat b****. What I described above is what I feel: numb. I feel numb I feel broken I feel like there isn’t much left until my breaking point. Just in case I have 4 motrins, 20 benadrils, an various other pills in my backpack. If I need them I’ll have them. I think I will need them soon.
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How’d it come to this?
There were many things. Me and my mom always fight, my grandma treats me like I’m two, my parents have been divorced since before I was one, my boyfriend broke up with me cuz he didn’t date during the summer and now we are friends but I still have feelings for him,etc. There are many more reasons.
Ashely please find something to live for, I really hope your boyfriend and you can go out again, or at least I hope you find a better man, I’m worried about you and I don’t even know you. I’m not sure if my girlfriend took her life last night and I’m going insane, ive been crying constantly and I feel like utter shit, if she died then I will soon leave as well, but the point is that she had problems with her mum as well, her mum never took good care of her, and she really needed love from her mum, I’m sure her mum loves her and your mum loves you too, but sometimes mums can be bitches and not show affection.
Please don’t kill yourself, please don’t do this not right now. I might have lost the one and only thing that mattered to me, the only person that kept me going, please think about the people that love you, even if it seems like not much people care, I know a lot of people do. I’m living in hell right now, I just want my baby to be okay 🙁
what is happiness? grandma treating you like an adult? no fights with mom? a boyfriend? the two greatest force in life are what you are given and what you do with it.