well.. weekend was kinda good. spent most of it as my friends, meaning i only had to see my family for half of sunday. yay!
but when i got home.. mom bitches at me about how i fidgit all the time. i cant help it!
dad gets mad cuz i always wear a hat. so what? my parents are so stupid. need to get mad at me about anything. i start talking back to my mom and shed ask “have you taken your pills today?” uugghhhh.. life sucks.. i burn now instead of cutiing. hurts more. and i’ve barley eating since friday. lost a lot of weight. wooohooo!
broke up with my boyfriend becuz he was getting to attached to me.. and he told me he was in love ith me after the 4th day of the realtionship.. i didnt feel the same way.. it scared me… so i ended it.. kinda feel like a shitty person..
…RawrImaTurtle…
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Rawr…I feel your struggle. I’m probably a bit older than you but I can relate to others not understanding. Recognize one thing…your (ex)-boyfriend. You had someone who saw something really good in you. As long as he wasn’t into drugs or fighting the same demons you are…it shows there is something good still left in you. I’m an introvert so I can count my options on a few fingers of one hand. PArents don’t know how to understand so they ‘react’. I know that’s not helpful to you, but it is what it is. If you lived nearby and were old enough, I’d meet you for a drink so we could both just vent. I wish you the best.
Thank you. This meant a lot to me. Maybe one day when I become of age we can get a drink haha :p