There are many ways, but I’m not going to tell you them. I’m one year older than you and I OD at 14, too. It’s not quick enough, it gives to much time for regret, to much time to think. Suicde needs to be quick if one is serious, I hope your not. There’s so much more life to experience… You think you want this now, but if your teetering on the edge you’ll want to live, at least most do. This pain will pass eventually, even though in the deepest depths of pain when agony seems eternal, it’ll pass.