hey guys

so I know I haven’t been on here in a while but I wanted to give you guys an update. I’ve been doing pretty good finally got me to a point where im stable. I can say I truly have changed and although I still do have those thoughts ive learned to control them instead of letting them control me. I guess I just take each day as it comes. Im still dealing with my anxiety a lot.but that’s something that I feel will never go away.now im just doing things that I enjoy doing like listing to music and reading and arts.and my favorite thing of all my pms(pamper myself) days where I just take a hot bath and relax with some music. matter fact I just had one today lol.any who other then the minor things that’s going to take time to go away ive been good.but anyways my most important reason for writing this is to show people that it does get a little better(about 30%lol)and to let everyone on here now that I am always up online and if anyone needs to talk, vent, or just need a quick laugh im here. because if you read my older post you can see that I was just about at the end of my rope and if I can find a reason to climb back up that rope then so can you so please talk it doesn’t have to be to me it can be to a parent a friend a sibling or even a diary no matter what it is it will help. and me of all people know that we all need help
love drift