I don’t even know anymore

I just don’t even know anymore. I just want too feel happy not sad and stressed out all the time. I want my life too turn around so badly I just feel like it never will. I want a way out but I know that giving up is not the answer. I am a strong enough person too do get through this I just don’t know if I’ll last long enough too even see that happen. I can’t keep waiting for it too get better I am sick of thinking I can do this because I am having such a hard time waiting for it too get better. I can’t keep doing this anymore. I’m sorry but I’m fading away and falling apart and I do not know how much longer I can even stick around. I have too keep remembering that people do care about me and would be crushed if I gave up… I just don’t even know anymore