It’s time to do it. I’m just delaying the inevitable. There is no way out that I am interested in. It’s just a matter of time before I pop myself. I hope sooner rather than later.
I used to say I loved life, I just demanded more of it. Now I just feel I hate the very fact of being alive. Other than a time machine, there is nothing I’d rather have than to die. I want out more than anything else in this world.
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Why do you want to die.
I think the same things all the time. It is going to happen, so why wait? Guess the only reason to wait is that things might change/life might give you some joy eventually. At least hold out a little longer. Go eat a sandwich. That always cheers me up 🙂
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I have been delaying the innevitable for months now. I can’t list all the reason’s I’d like to die. It’s all excuses. Right now I’m bored and my mind slowly trickles into suicidal ideation.
P.S. why not biuld your own time machine to take you back to a place when you were happiest.
You could also watch Safety Not Guaranteed – a recent movie about building a time machine. Good waste of 2 hours. Sadly, it doesn’t teach you how to build a real time machine. But you can watch the movie and live vicariously through them. Almost as good.