I don’t post so often. I know no one is interested in reading this shit but it feels okay writing.
I’m gonna overdose on new year I will probably not be dead but it’s okay for me when i’m poisoned so this shit body can suffer. It would be even more amazing if i would go into coma. Would love that.
Anyway that’s it. Love you all.
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Wei Se,
overdose on alcohol trust me you will still feel like shit the next day.
Believe u me…..that’s a bad idea. I don’t says this often but Don’t!
@rocketman; A mix of alcohol and medication.
@clarity; It ain’t a bad idea. I want to seek for help but my family doesn’t let me to. What options do i have left? None!
Wei Se,
hang in there and go seek help when you are able,instead of killing yourself change your situation over time.
Sadly, i don’t have the resources to kill myself. My whole family are religious fucks. They don’t trust the psychiatric. Mehhh. I guess i’ll just need to send another strong signal or at least damage myself so hardly i fall into coma.
Thanks though. Love you rocketman.
ive done that so many times ive lost count.
1) it doesnt work
2) it will just make you sicker than a dog
3) and…it doesnt work!
trust a complete stranger on this one.
It’s okay if it doesn’t work. I just want to disappear for some time. Thank you blackhole.
i understand wanting to disappear cor awhile…in that case just take a couple of sleeping pills and get a good nights rest. thats whst i do when i dont want to face the world…
Sadly, you can only access sleeping pills with prescription here. 🙁
whoa! that sucks…where are you from?
I’m from Belgium, Europe.
what about nyquil, you have thst?
wallonian or flemish Wei?
I hope you can feel better soon. Have you tried meds or seeing a doctor?
Sending you some of my happiness from Ireland 🙂
Ruins
@blackhole; Never heard of that mate.
@RuinsOfTheVoid; I’m flemish. I’m taking antidepressants. I just came from the hospital for a quick 3 week treatment but the doctor said it’s recommend to go to a special psychiatric center for young adults. Sadly, my family doesn’t believe that the psychiatric center can give me any assistance with my depression cause my, well they’re to religious. They think it’s all a god damn joke and they ain’t willing to pay. It’s quite expensive though. About €500 a month while my health insurance would pay €3500. Mehhh. I’m stuck in this shit hole.
Thank you. It seems i have received some of your happiness. 🙂 Love Ireland!