All the websites, all the books say, “talk to a trusted adult.” I don’t have anyone to trust. My mom is dead and whenever I try to talk to my dad, he always tells me that my problems are my own fault and he shouldn’t have to deal with me. It’s not like I can just go up to a friend and say, “I think i’m depressed and i want to die all the time.” So I just keep it locked inside me. This website is my only outlet. I thank anyone who reads this and cares. I needed to know that there are people like me everywhere, struggling to win the battle that is life. Thank you.
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You are surrounded by people just like you. We’re everywhere and starting here was a good move. I’m sorry to hear about the loss of your mother and an absent father. There are support groups out there, you just need to find them like this one. Have you tried counseling ? Everybody needs someone to talk to. You just need to be heard, that’s all.
Hey. Stay strong, fighter. Try reaching our to your friends or look for couselling. Dont walk in dark, put a light on
We’re all here, SP was a flicker of light in my dark times, it still is. The dark is cool and numb, it only lets in rage and agony, the light burns through the black. The sun hurts, but at least there are good to the bad. Stay strong.
Way to go, “dad”. >:[ (Does this emoticon even make sense?! I made it up.)
If you want to actually talk to someone in real time, you might want to search for a suicide hotline in your area. You’ll be connected with someone you can speak with about any issue. In my experience, it’s hit and miss–the quality of help you’ll find there, but might be worth a try. Otherwise, you have us! And you have rocketman’s humor to help hold you over. Nutsack…omg. 😀