All the websites, all the books say, “talk to a trusted adult.” I don’t have anyone to trust. My mom is dead and whenever I try to talk to my dad, he always tells me that my problems are my own fault and he shouldn’t have to deal with me. It’s not like I can just go up to a friend and say, “I think i’m depressed and i want to die all the time.” So I just keep it locked inside me. This website is my only outlet. I thank anyone who reads this and cares. I needed to know that there are people […]
narwhal
The hard wall of grief and pain
Hides me from a happier day
This awful life chokes me on a chain
I want it to end, to fade away
No joy, no love, no cause
I seek solace in death
The agony, like harsh claws
I wish to take my last breath
I need a flicker of hope
But someone keeps blowing out my flame.
I can’t deal with living anymore. My mom died when I was 6. My dad is an asshole. He yells at me and hurts me and calls me a *****. Sometimes I don’t want to kill myself because of how hard it would be on my family. But then I remember they don’t care. I have to resort to hiding in my closet to get away from it all. I want it to end. Life can only get worse. One of my “friends”, who’s somewhat depressed, told me, “Happiness is putting a Band-Aid on the gaping wound that is life.” I agree. There are no […]