I have aspergers sydrome and i thought i would off myself before i reached 18 for many reasons invloling social life, future prospects and depression. I “practises” killing myself by starvation…i would not eat for a few days and that how i decided i would go. After around 24hours i lose the sense of hunger and my movements become sluggish, whether or not i can do it in the end i dont know like resisting tempation.
i didnt do it because i got into the second year of my college course, but i still have seveer depression. now i am saying to myself i will do it when or if i fail the course altogther (im on the last year of it). and yet i stil find it hard to find motivation to do the work, i just think whats the point…im going to fail anway. the educational system isnt kind to those with problems….
im so fucked up. hopefully things will get better
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I understand how you feel. When work begins to pile up and its hard. especially if you add depression to it. Do one thing at a time. Im thinking of you.