Im sick of it. I have no way to let my feelings out. The shower is my sanctuary. Its the only place where im able to cry and just be one with my feelings, rather than have to hide them and be falsely cheery all the time. Now thats gone too. My brother times my showers every day, and he always tells mum and dad. Now they’re angry at me and i have nowhere to go to. Please someone… help… i have nothing that can lift me out of depression now…
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did someone leave you
No, its just that i have nowehere to go to, the shower is the only place where i can let myself out
its normal to act out you dont need to hide it
i have to or else my parents get angry with me
Can’t you talk to you brother and explain that you need that sanctuary?
@muspelhem, the brother is a bit of an asshole if I’m remembering correctly, so no.
@hugoka, I have the same problem, I would take long hot showers to relax and my dad finally got pissed and started timing me and making me pay him if I took too long. It sucks because now I’m just on edge until I go to sleep. Hopefully you’ll find another time to express yourself. Don’t forget that you’re important and worth something even if you don’t feel like it.
thats exactly what is happening to me :/ thanks for your support