Anyone who’s read my previous post… you know about a guy who i say i love, i geuss you could say that today it’s got worse…. the boy has talked to the head about me looking at him… he talked to me about it but now i’m at an emotional.
so much so that i am a wreck i feel like i’m going to burst and even someone metioning it… makes me cry, the reason is i dont know if he did it because he cares… as a friend or just a person or as it was annoying him, i hate to think i’ve been annoying him, when i’ve been trying to stop punching his friends that keep being mean about him when he’s not around…
i knew something was going to happen so i didnt wear make up to school, but now i have no way of coping, i cut and he was the thing that stoped me cutting… but now he seems like he dont care i dont know what to do. i love him but he hates me… though I love him, every day I’m learning, in this time, I’ve only been pretending. Without me, His world will go on turning, A world that’s full of happiness, which I will never know… thats how i feel andi dont know what to do… please help!
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You have to let him go… There will be others. But sometimes you just have to let go
I agree with one-day. u need to let him go, it is the hardest thing to do but it is the best thing to do. It’s hard to hear but yes his world will probably just go on without you, and you’re world will go on without him. it is very tough at first, to stop thinking about him, analyzing his thoughts, but you need to keep busy with things that require your full attention so your mind won’t start drifting away. It it hard but it can be done.
how do i keepmy mind away from dirifitng when i spend a lot of time alone? xx
i know i need to get rid of my feelings for him but when people call him names and act like hes a monster it makes me go protective again.. i hate it, i just want it to end, but i dont get how, everytime i do something or someome metions him i feel like shit again… i’m fucked up and i cant do anything about it… i dot want ot cares as much as i do… HELP ME!!! Xx
MissCMF,
like one_day said You have to let him go… There will be others. But sometimes you just have to let go save your love for somebody else <3 🙂 who deserves it!!