I really was. Now I feel like… There’s no other option. I’m just not strong enough to get hurt over and over and over again. I want to cut myself, but it’s only a temporary solution. I want to kill myself, but I’m too afraid. Everything hurts. I’m too sensitive to fucking live a normal life. I’m too scared to get help. I can’t… I don’t know… I just can’t.
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Same here. 3 months ago i didnt have any scars, then my life collapsed. Hope yours gets better.
Life gets to be a fucking pain in the ass sometimes, it really does. i’ve been there too, i tried cutting myself and thought of suicide but you know, just get through each day and look for the small things in life that can bring you up
hi secret feelings,
it is great to hear from you that you were happy.but look dear life always does not moves smoothly.
you have written that you are not strong enough to get hurt again and again.so look dear only you can help yourself in such a situation.you need to be strong and come out of all these.even i was in a similar situation as you are few days back and even i used to feel in the same manner.i would just tell you that don’t think about anyone except yourself and go and find your happiness.only you can do that.