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by midoctober
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I have a story – we all do I suppose.  I started this post with the intention of writing a bit of it – to explain the events in my life that led me to this site.  I tried, but; as soon as I started; I just lost the will to go further.  So much has happened; it seems overwhelming to try to explain it.  And why try?  What do I have to gain by posting a generic sob story on an internet thread?  It won’t make me like myself any more.  It won’t make my life any more worthwhile.  It won’t make my parents view me as anything other than their wayward daughter.  Honestly, I’m not sure what I’m trying to accomplish by posting this either.  Come to think of it, I could really use a hug.  It’s a shame you can’t get those over the internet.

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10 comments

EasilyHopeless 1/15/2013 - 11:03 pm

It is not generic, it is yours. *Metaphorical hug*

thedevilserreandboy 1/15/2013 - 11:06 pm

i know…. i am not sure what i am trying to accomplish by bein here ..
i guess its just one of these moments ….. of despair and sadness , and maybe here , the internet , thats the only place you could talk freely , and not get judged
if you actually feel like talking write back .

Lost Margaret 1/16/2013 - 12:01 am

Hug ((((()))) yeah it feels better with living, breathing flesh, but it is what it is. Someday someone will love us I hope and pray. And sometimes the hope is gone when betrayed over and over. You are worth something. Maybe I’m worth something.

Lost Margaret 1/16/2013 - 1:04 am

And it isn’t a generic story; it is YOUR story, and I’m listening.

silencer22 1/16/2013 - 2:15 am

I completely get it. I had the same issue at first, who in the world would even care about what I have to say? They wouldn’t know me and what could anyone ever say that would even help my pathetic life any way? But you never know what will become of it, it can’t hurt just to let something out. Who’s to say your story would be generic? No one is the same. Everyone’s feelings, experiences, and situations are different. Your words may seem similar to many others on here but that only serves as an example that so many of us can relate to what you’re trying to express. I’m listening and I can only provide some hope that I no longer need to you. I hope you keep the strength to venture on. I know what it’s like to feel alone and worthless. Remember that you are a uni

silencer22 1/16/2013 - 2:17 am

Unique individual… don’t give up hope. Things can always change, it’s hard to see, but it’s possible. :hugs: You mean so much more than you can see right now.

midoctober 1/16/2013 - 7:52 am

Thanks you guys. And you’re right, metaphorical hugs still feel pretty good.

EasilyHopeless 1/16/2013 - 11:28 pm

I talk whenever I can. I’m somewhat new and still have a bit of trouble navigating. Why don’t you start by telling your story to this objective, anonymous internet audience?

whoslaughingnow 1/25/2013 - 11:36 pm

your worth soooo much – keep fighting!

tabiteata13 1/25/2013 - 11:42 pm

Just feel free to express yourself:) no one will judge

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