go to school, and the first thing we start watching is a suicide awareness video, none of the kids are taking it seriously i just wanna scream, they dont get shit. I hate all of this, fuck it all, i have my razor on me, i wanna just fucking cut hit a vien and just die. No one ever gets it.
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Hi Brooklyn. I’m a teacher and I know that kids can be mean and insensitive to one another. That’s why many schools are trying to make students and teachers aware of the seriousness of depression and suicide awareness. But the reality is that if you’ve never been depressed, its difficult to understand why a person is feeling depressed? Please don’t hurt yourself.
Brooklynboxx,
I completely understand you and that it hurts. Maybe some people DO take it seriously, but don’t want to show that because of the pressure of peers. Or maybe they will understand the massage of the video later. I’m glad there IS a form of attention for suicide and depression in the USA. In the Netherlands (where I live) there isn’t any form of attention for that kind of subjects, those subjects are really a taboo here. If you only say the word suicide, cutting/automutilation or depression, for example, people look mad at you or walk away or say that you are crazy, laughing about it like you are making a joke. It’s really NOT DONE to talk about that kind of subjects. I don’t know how that kind of things go in the USA, but be “happy” that they at least they pay attention to it, and hopefully those stupid kids will understand or at least accept it one day… Lots of luck and love for you, you are a very special person. Try to be nice for yourself <3
I hate it when that happens. However I understand its hard to understand things you havent experienced, so try to forgive them or at least yourself. I’ve considered walking to the front of a class snickering at a video like that and pulling my knife out and killing myself. I think if I ever decide to, that’s what I’ll do. But you shouldn’t worry, people are assholes it’s a fact of life and you shouldn’t let it get you down.