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The Carrot

by Lost Margaret
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I don’t have to commit suicide.  I will shrivel up and die of loneliness.  Every time I learn to deal with being alone, someone dangles a carrot in front of me, and as soon as I begin to trust they care,  they snatch it away, and it’s worse than it was before.  if only I could feel a man’s arms around me, nothing more necessarily.  But the carrot has been ripped from my soul again.  Even emptiness would be preferable to this pain.  Will I ever learn that trust is toxic?

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rocketman 1/20/2013 - 12:34 pm

Lost Margaret,
love is a crapshoot, if it worked the first time everyone would be happy or insane? you need to continue to try because when you really get it it’s wonderful for ever how long it last. 🙂

Dave_N 1/20/2013 - 12:55 pm

Rocketman is right. Love is a crapshoot. It works out well for some people and ends in misery for others. But you can’t give up on the possibility of finding love. That’s what I keep telling myself anyhow. When you allow yourself to be vulnerable and trust someone, its a gamble, but its a risk worth taking.

clarity1987 1/20/2013 - 1:26 pm

That m*****f****** carrot!!!!
Extremely hard to get for those who can get it and nearly impossible for everyone else who tries to achieve it ……… I don’t know what else to say.

rocketman 1/20/2013 - 1:30 pm

clarity1987,
if everybody could grab the brass ring everytime there wouldn’t be any bass rings left?
hum? that was a dumb thing to say! 🙂

bwind 1/20/2013 - 1:32 pm

Hi Margaret.
I hear you. I think we are all looking for love. But most people are too messed up to love.
Love gets corrupted by anger and lust and ego and pain. We need love, but love is dangerous. Take it slow and in small doses. Offer and recieve love just a little at a time. Try to be healthy and help others to be healthy.

rocketman 1/20/2013 - 1:41 pm

bwind,
i say grab love with both hands and milk the piss out of it!!!! 🙂 till it’s all gone!

Lesswill 1/20/2013 - 2:05 pm

Dnt knw wat rockie meant to say about love and peace..but of rescent i ve found my hope and trust in jesus.with him near me.i could bear the worlds worsts

rocketman 1/20/2013 - 2:19 pm

Lesswill,
anything you can love!!! use it up!!!! get all you can!!! 🙂 we need more love!!!!
all you need is love!!! all together now!!! ecerybody!! love love love!!! 🙂

clarity1987 1/20/2013 - 3:17 pm

Rocketman ur logic is flawed. Earths population is roughly evenly split so there should be enough “brass rings” (love/loving partner) to go around every time. Love is not finite

clarity1987 1/20/2013 - 3:18 pm

Rocketman ur logic is flawed. Earth’s population is roughly evenly split so there should be enough “brass rings” (love/loving mate) to go around every time. Love is not finite

rocketman 1/20/2013 - 6:36 pm

clarity1987,
yeah yeah my logic is flawed 🙂
i’m a dreamer that just wants everybody to be happy and in love and enjoy themselfs!! 🙂 what a dream! but isn’t that all we have is hope?? 🙂

Dave_N 1/20/2013 - 8:43 pm

Everyone wants someone to love and be loved. Its just so hard to find your soulmate.

ronal007 1/20/2013 - 9:33 pm

i would like to say that start loving yourself and when the right time will come you will get someone

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