Today i felt indifferent, as always.
I didn’t feel anything, until someone on my Facebook posted a picture of people who had cut their arms with blood pouring out making fun of the Justin Bieber thing.
Just seeing those images made me feel like cutting. All day i have been thinking about them and was distracting myself with other things.
But now i just can’t stop thinking about them and imagining myself doing it.
I’m becoming depressed and all my brain is telling me to do is “Cut, you will feel better….”
I probably won’t feel any better but it looks like i’ll cut anyway.
Fuck this.