I am not pretty,
I am not smart,
I am not beautiful,
and I self harm.
I have a cold heart
don’t have nothing to give,
You should move on,be
with someone who isn’t shit.
I am so blank,
I am emotionally drained,
I am a cutter,
My clothes are blood stained.
Not worth the wait,
Not worth your tears,
I think you know that
but had to make it clear.
You can’t waste time,
over someone like me,
I may seem strong,
but inside I’m weak.
I don’t know the time
I really have,
I’m scared I’ll hurt You,
I’m scared like hell!
You can’t live your life
in constant fear,
of whether ,I’ll be there
for You
Or I’ll leave You here.
I know it’s hard , to
forget someone you love,
but it’s going to be harder,
if I let You near.
I know I care, care
more than You think,
I’m just afraid of,
of letting You in..!!
4 comments
For some reason I find that very relatable…. It’s in the format of a poem so I am going to assume it is one…and it’s good. I just wanted to ask… This person your writing about, your saying you can’t tell them cant explain your actions..,.have you showed them this?
i havn’t shown him this an I am not planning too..It’s hard to even start talking about it..and I’m afraid that if he finds out he will walk out on me too..and yeah it is poem..:)
Yeah I feel the same way about letting people into my life I have no friends other than my family. It’s hard when you can’t let someone into your life though so I don’t know what else to say… Very good poem though!
I know it’s hard to let people in… I don’t have true friends either. Only my family. And I’m glad you like the poem. Thank you..