i am sick of being used, i am sick of feeling played and unwanted. i dont want to be led on, but im never the control of the leash. what is better about he/her/them? what the fuck do people see/not see i mean really i have to know. But fuck you, fuck you fuck you, okay? fuck you.. i dont know. i hate how i feel sometimes. i have no one to turn to, i have no one to talk to. eventually people get bored or whatever and just stop talking to me so, whatever. i guess in reality im pathetic. im really just running out of things to write, and writing is all i do. it is my life. so when my pen stops my heart will to. i dont think i want to die, i just have no other option. its a definite pressure. i guess everyone has it. but whats funny was i thought i was moving on, getting better at this. im a joke. but hey, we all have to go out someway.
~ ShatteredGlass
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You can have my e-mail if you need someone to talk to.
I can’t say that I completely understand what your saying but I do get some of it, mostly becasue its what I am going through right now. It’s hard thinking that you have no where left to turn, like people are tired of listening to your pathetic life and stories and it’s defiently hard when you feel like no one has been where youve been. and i guess it’s because no one will ever know what you have gone through. There is no way out, but I’m here to listen, so if you ever need someone to turn to, please let me know. We could all use someone sometimes. Because we shouldn’t all have to feel so alone.