Sometimes I wish I could be in a car accident, not for the attention. So if I woke up I could see who actually cares, who sat there and thought even for a second “damn I hope she survives.” and if I didn’t wake up, I wouldnt have to worry about them knowing it was suicide.Â
  Sometimes I wish that I was normal. You know, actually wantedd? With friends that didn’t ditch me, backstabbing me or using me. I dont want to be stuck inside 24/7, the only times i go out is when i ask, or they want something, not the People who only speak to me because they saw something they could buse me for. I want the old times back, the innocence and fake safety. It’s better than being left stranded alone.
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I’ve wished that before too, and even tried to provoke a little acident, but it never happened.
To be left alone is bad, and wanting to be alone is even worse.
The old times won’t come back, it only gets worse if you can’t handle it now and let it continue to happen.
Please do what you can to not be alone.
Do you mind me asking what you did? Even if it didn’t happen?I know the ok time won’t come back, and in a way I don’t want them to..but I can no longer stand people, and I would prefer to be alone than with the people I’m currently with.
I simply felt really bad and angry, so i turned the wheel of the car to the other lane, but nothing bad happened, it was a stupid thing.
Prefering to be alone not to be with people you don’t like really sucks. I ended up alone and i don’t have a proper life to make friends or touch people anymore. I wish i deserved to have just a girlfriend, that would be like beyong too good for me. 🙁
THE OLD TIMES YOUTH SWEETLY MISSED I CAN RELATE
PureBlueLight ,
what girl wants to be with a guy who wants to turn the wheel and cause an accident HELLO!!! I’M JUST SAYING!
We’re all here for the same reasons, not to be judged by those reasons!