Two years ago a girl i knew commited suicide. no one saw it coming and at first i didnt beleive it i couldnt beleive it. she seemed so happy all the time. we were really close friends but we had a falling out. She changed a lot but she still seemed happy and everyone who knew her loved her. i didnt beleive it at first when they told me. i was angry i thought she was so selfish for doing it i hated her for doing it. i had thought about it a couple years earlier but i didnt. so how dare she? now after a couple years another girl i knew committed suicide i didnt know her as well but i knew her name and i had met her before and just like the girl before she seemed happy i always saw her with friends. now i cant help but wonder if it would be better to just commit suicide You know get it over with im having a very hard time finding something to live for i feel tired damaged and broken and there is always work to be done. im afraid of the future of the world i dont know what to do or what to believe in
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Fear of the unknown is never a good reason to die. Because death is the biggest unknown you’ll ever face.
You can overcome that fear. Get to know ‘the unknown’. The future doesn’t have to be a scary place. It can also be full of possibility.
reaching out is a brave move. death is a guarantee in this life, living and finding experiences and kindness are the things you can collect to give value and meaning to yourself. even by thinking of the statistical chance that you woke up this morning, anything to be thankful for when it seems like all that’s around you is pain. live and fight on, I don’t know what you’ve been through, but it’s only damage if you let it be. it can be the gas in your tank if you can rise above, own, and move beyond it friend.
Don’t kill yourself because you’re uncertain of the future. The future may be a good place to live in? Sure things seems pretty grim at the moment, but this can turn around.