Oh, look, Molly wrote something again. Let’s make fun of her wishes when she’s really being serious.
For all of you who feel like joking, it’s not funny anymore. In fact, it never was. Every time I have written on here I have been serious about what I have said.
Yes, I do plan on killing myself. The questions are “how?” and “when?”
More than likely it will be soon. I can’t take this anymore.
And the sad part is that I expected a little more empathy from the people on here.
So how about I make a joke now?
For all of you who don’t care, stop commenting
and go **** yourselves.
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ive just joined so i dont know anything about previous posts- if people have been not taking you seriously then i say disregard it…for me- ive made the when a long time in the future- 10 years in fact- plenty of time to see if im serious myself and its not a temp thing..i have no idea how- if you google how not to kill yourself you should find some interesting articles , having looked into it i still dont have an answer but im certainly certain most of the popular ways are awful….molly, i wish you some clear headspace to think about things and not to bother with others who upset you
I know you’re serious…I see the pain in your posts…
No one is making fun of you, dear Molly…
I’m not going to spout bullshit about how it’s all going to get better with time…there’s so much more to it than that…but know this…the Earth wasn’t meant to be fair…
Most people who are good get the short end of the straw…
Most people who are blessed never did anything to deserve it…
But the truth it…you have to make your own life worth it…and I know, you can’t right now, but you will have an opportunity. No one else can do it for you…
Thank you, guys..
The thing is, the comments that I don’t approve are the ones you don’t see. So you may have a hard time understanding why I’m upset and saying that people are not taking me seriously. They aren’t, and it doesn’t make any sense why they would joke about that. Who knows? I guess I’m just typed words on a page here, not a living breathing human being with emotions and fully capable of feeling every kind of pain. I guess they just wouldn’t consider that. And Simonire, if you click on my name in blue, it will bring up a page with all of my published works. I wouldn’t suggest reading them, but at least now you know… For future reference.
I don’t know if you’re being over sensitive… Sometimes people may seem callous, but that doesn’t mean they are making fun of you. Just means there’s a lot of people here who take suicide seriously, and are curious about others exit plans. Although we are not supposed to discuss methods, we do. So of people ask ‘how’ or ‘when’ please don’t assume they are making fun. They are probably researching their own plans..
I’m so sorry that some people aren’t taking your posts seriously Molly. I take them seriously. I’m sure that nearly everyone who posts here is in genuine pain and suffering. There may be a few people who post looking for attention, but I take all posts seriously, because depression and suicide are serious topics.
I hope you can still see that while some people may not be serious, a lot of people here are. Maybe some people make jokes because they think it will make you feel better. Sometimes, all anyone can ever offer you is a a bit of laughter, because everything else is so fucked up they need to offer that small bit of fun so that life wouldn’t be so dead, that if they can’t help themselves maybe they could help someone else by lightening theirs. Or maybe they really are just a-holes. Whatever it is, what you’re going through is always serious and don’t let anyone else make you doubt that or think otherwise. If they upset you, then just remember that there are people who take you seriously.
About you wanting to kill yourself, all I can say is this. Life isn’t the magical sunshine a lot of people wish it could be. It’s a constant cycle of pain and suffering. And whether you choose to endure that or not, it is your path to take. Just know you will find support here.