From the A,B,C

Setting it back all up again in tears.i know that my past failures were not absent of my mstakes,so i wont sit here to blame any1 in particular.i may get a job soon,and i just miraculously came by some cash..i do not need to pull down the past structure of my life to build a new 1 because its already on the floor.i prayed for a new begining,so i am now going to work my ass out to get it