Since when did I start drinking every single night to the point of oblivion. And since when was not getting to that point a disappointment.
I am unhappily tipsy.
Hooray for success! I’m married! I own my own home! We have a backyard! We actually have money in our savings account!
Like that solves anything I mean really. I’m still alone tonight. I’m still sad and angry and crying tonight.
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I wish I could drink.
You shouldn’t drink everyday tho, once in a while is good, but everyday will only bring more problems.
Part of me is terrified that I’m going to be you one day. :/ but really, you’re not alone tonight…….. and you don’t have to stay this way..
Yep, look at you, you have it all… like my coworkers… everyone on Facebook…
If I hadn’t read your previous posts I would tune out at “husband” because that’s something I’ll never have and I’m envious. Obviously I shouldn’t feel that way because look how sad you are 🙁 I’m sorry you feel so down you have to turn to alcohol for solace. I hope things get better for you *hugs*
Alcohol, marriage, and money solve absolutely nothing. If you’re sad, you’re sad. I have more alcohol tonight. I was forced to make plans on Friday, the day my husband comes home, so there is no escape. I can’t escape. I can get drunk but that helps only so much, and really it doesn’t help at all.
imsostupid,
hey i feel the same way at times we have something in common, want to talk with me?
i’m alone a lot and could use a friend 🙂
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