Life isnt as beautiful as you assumed when you were a child

He could have put dagers into my heart, and it would hurt much less. He could have shot me even. Everything would have been easier. His goal, was killing me inside slowly. Wasn’t that everyones wish? It’s now mine. Do you know what it’s like ? To count your breaths? As you regret each and everyone one. Hearing your heart beat so fast? Wishing it was just your last? I wish..hope..now and here to, soon end it. Just as many people do. But this time, it’s NO ONE’s choice, but my own.<3