I don’t know what the fuck to do!!!! i’m so stressed out and i wanna kill myself so badly. But i can’t decide how… a week ago i took 57 advil and stopped because it made me feel sick and i couldn’t swallow anymore… today i went and stood on the whitemud for a good 2 hours… stepped out and the car braked really fast and hit me but not enough to do any damage.. i just want out!! i’m 15 any ideas? please i just wanna be gone
6 comments
6 comments
If you really wanted to be gone, you would be gone, I know I would be. A quick five minutes with a knife and my mind would cease to be. Why don’t you talk about what’s really wrong with you. Boy problems? School problems?
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i want to so bad i’m just scared… i’ve been pronounced dead b4 so im sure i could do it again! and my entire past, all the abuse, the times i was raped, all the suicide attempts, having no family, having the only person that you care about ignore your calls right before you step out onto the fucking whitemud. idk what to fuvcking do about anything sanymore
Sounds like you have had a shit life, and could use some serious therapy, some real one to one time to talk out your abuse and abandonment issues, and a healthy does of anti-depressants to stop you from overreacting all the time. I imagine you this quite a bit?
Like I said, if you wanted to be dead, you would be dead, so some part of you wants to fight, so stop suffering and try getting some help. Otherwise you are just lingering in pain and sadness, which is no good.
if you want to die try plastic bag and pills
Hey you know you are only 15. It’s damn hard, I know from my own experience. But don’t choose now to kill yourself. Please I beg you to get some help. You have so much time to completely change everything. Try asking your school for help, your parents, anyone. There are even websites where you can go email a counselor. Please don’t kill yourself, you will be missed