I am tired of waking up everyday and not having anyone there to care about me. None of my “friends” care, my family doesn’t care, I don’t even think my dog cares. I get up, cry, go to school, avoid people, cry, go home, cry, and fall asleep crying. I am all alone. No one cares that I’ve cried myself to sleep for the past year. No one cares that I have scars running up and down my arm. No one even notices the fresh, bleeding cuts on my arm. I just want to die, but am too chickenshit to do it. I just wish someone would at least pretend to care about my problems, for even a minute. Just pretending and I would be happy.
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Being alone is fun isn’t it? Especially when it’s been almost everyday of your life! Even Hitler said ‘the bigger the lie, the easier it is for people to believe it’. That’s true for me, the lie for me was that people cared, they dont. I see now, I see that nobody cares, I’ve looked past the lie. I think if people ever do care about me, it’s because they want something from me, they want to use me. I understand you…
Some people out there actually care even strangers, there’s people in life that will love you and care about you more that you will never know you just have to find them, I know you feel ending your life is the best thing to do but trust me it isn’t, if you did your parents and every one you ever knew would be devastated and by them it would be to late but you don’t have to do for them to notice your unhappy, cutting may help you feel better but later on you will regret it and you will of wished you never did it, trust me I have seen it before, I understand how you feel and I hope you find some one who cares so much about you
Its like i just read my own though process, i totaly understand how you feel and what your going through, you have just described my life, but the good thing is you can appreciate that i do care as i know those feelings and get them so if u wanna chat im here
Please try your best to avoid cutting yourself to deal with your emotional pain. Is there a teacher at school who you feel comfortable talking to about your feelings? If you don’t tell people how you’re feeling, they will just ignore.
but Dave-N people can still ignore you and what your feeling even if you tell them. at least that has been my experience in life. even those who say they care the most about you. you can tell them what your thinking and feeling and what’s on your mind and they still just walk away from you. so tell me if that happens what am I to do then? if know one will listen to me or try to care about me what am I to do?
thanks for understanding…but it’s not that easy…Telling someone would help, if I hadn’t already tried that…I tried that and all I got was accusations of making it up, trying to get attention…it wasn’t worth it.
no one ever believes you when you tell them your in pain. it would destroy their view of their perfect world. I’m sorry your going through this let me know if you ever want to talk.