Tomorrow I go in for surgery, If the cancer is still there next month they will try again but if it fails twice i’m going to most likely die. I’ve been wishing to die for so long now but now that there is a chance I will…god, i’m scared. And what makes it so scary was when I collapsed on top of the building i was about to jump off of, I didn’t expect to wake up and find out I have cancer. But I do, and i’m trying so hard to stay strong through it all but it is really really hard.
Wish me luck, xx
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I wish you the best of luck!
I truly hope you get better. Imagine yourself getting better (the mind has weird ways of working, don’t ask). It might make you feel “lighter”, maybe a little bit stronger! Keep trying to stay strong!
Go kick that cancer’s ass! Fuck you cancer!
Let us know how it went!
You are so fortunate to have discovered what your life really means. I hope you make it!!