Today hasnt been any different than yesterday. I went to school and had the same “warm” greeting. ‘Jessica just go away!’ got told off twice for not having my homework, and the end of the schoolday, the same amazingly kind words. “You’re not ALLOWED to be with your friends! They all hate you anyway!” as usual, I tried to be smart and confident and brush it off, but I cant… I just cant, because that kind of stuff hurts. I dont know why I deserve that kind of treatment, to be honest.
I get home, work on the 3 different projects to be done, older sister comes home, yells at me. Little sister comes home, big fight over meatloaf, go out, come back, HUGE fight about meatloaf, console crying little sister, homework. Big fight about homework, get called a coldhearted *****, big fight, homework. Little sister gets an apology, hugs, hot chocolate, cuddles from older sis, Im just left there, not so much as a sideways glance.
Fight about meatloaf, homework, fight about homework, dinner. Homework, shower, right now. Yeah, today like every other day, sucked. Hopefully I’ll sleep tonight.
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I’m so sorry that you had such a rough day at school and at home. Just try to stay out of their way if possible to avoid conflicts. I hope you’re okay. *hug*
Today did suck. I hope you sleep well, maybe tomorrow will be better.