Almost There

I managed to buy the barbiturates I need to kill myself. I’ve researched this a lot. You’ll see if you check my other comments.

You can only get them in places like the country I’m now in.

I just need to overcome that final hurdle and take them. I hope I manage it soon.

Life is like a psychotic, abusive partner. It’ll use any trick, any guilt trip, anything it can to stop you killing yourself. But killing myself is the only way I can escape the nightmare which is living.

I won’t leave this country alive.