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College have gone out of their way to invite my Father to Parents’ Evening VIA the telephone. He’s going to find out about my suicidal tendencies & self mutilation. I’m screwed.

by LivingOnBorrowedTime
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They’ve called my father in for parents’ evening on wednesday. I know what will be happening there. They’ll make me look like a right fool and this teacher will break my trust and tell him about me wanting to die. He’s going to be so disappointed. I guess I’ll have to persuade him not to attend somehow. I am dead. I’ll get locked away because I’ll be considered a danger to myself.

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5 comments

RazielQin 3/25/2013 - 8:13 pm

God you still have luxury of somone caring..in my high school years i was on my own.. but now you will be aneble to see how this sistem realy works..Free choise f* no!

suicidetalk 3/25/2013 - 8:58 pm

I wish there was some piece of advice I could give you or some persuasive tool that would help. But I have none of these things because there is no mechanism on this planet to help you cope with the disappointment and betrayal better than you already can. It is a skill which can be learned but never taught.

All I have to say is that you will make it though this, one way or another. You will survive this unless you choose not to. But at the end of the day it is up to you to play this game we call life and it is you who will make the final call.

I hope all goes well for you. Stay calm.

RazielQin 3/25/2013 - 9:05 pm

Do you know how hard it is to have noone to talk to without losing your freedom and position in society whitout being labeled as crazy or whit suicidal tendencies.. Image everyone you ever loved dead or turned their back on you.. there is limit to every human being..

suicidetalk 3/25/2013 - 10:38 pm

@RazielQin: I am assuming that comment was directed at me. And yes, I do know what it is like. Sadly, I do not have any advice to make it any easier.

LivingOnBorrowedTime 3/26/2013 - 11:12 am

Thank you for replying. I am panicking because tomorrow, my father will either support me or break me. He’ll either let me deal with it or he’ll have me sectioned. All becausr I’m sane and have worked out the manipulation and corruption of this world we live in. Why can’t anybody accept that I’m mentally stable. Listening is one thing. Everybody can listen. But understanding is totally different. Nobody seems to understand.

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