College have gone out of their way to invite my Father to Parents’ Evening VIA the telephone. He’s going to find out about my suicidal tendencies & self mutilation. I’m screwed.

I wish there was some piece of advice I could give you or some persuasive tool that would help. But I have none of these things because there is no mechanism on this planet to help you cope with the disappointment and betrayal better than you already can. It is a skill which can be learned but never taught.

All I have to say is that you will make it though this, one way or another. You will survive this unless you choose not to. But at the end of the day it is up to you to play this game we call life and it is you who will make the final call.

I hope all goes well for you. Stay calm.

@RazielQin: I am assuming that comment was directed at me. And yes, I do know what it is like. Sadly, I do not have any advice to make it any easier.