I want to die so badly. I’ve been looking into darvon cocktails and helium bags, and even considering using my father’s pistol.
Here are a few things that are wrong:
-I just got my first traffic ticket.
-my “friends” all lied to me about something that was very important to me and backstabbed me.
-I’ve been through an emotional week of hearing twice that my grandmother was dying, then she would somehow pull through (which I am glad she pulled through but it still has been an exhausting week)
-my bf of 5 years has started verbally abusing me, sometimes physically abusing me, and yelling at me in front of everyone that he knows already hates me so that they take his side and all start yelling at me. I recently bought a house with him and now can’t get out of the lease.
-on top of that, he always says I have to listen to whatever he says now because he is the one that contributes the most to the bills as I only have a very part time job. So he is now moving in two of his friends that are filthy and have a pet (I love animals but didn’t want a dog in our house just yet plus his friends don’t shower or own more than one shirt and pair of pants and we can’t seem to teach them how to be the adults that they are) and he and I can’t enjoy our home together.
I don’t know what to do. I was looking forward to a phone interview today with a company that was going to pay me far more than I am getting paid now and they were supposed to call me yesterday. I’ve emailed them twice and called them twice and left a voicemail but they aren’t contacting me back. That was my only hope.
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I’m hurting too.
yeah, i’m aware that we all are.
So, what’s up? What’re you currently feeling..
I want to die so badly. I’ve been looking into darvon cocktails and helium bags, and even considering using my father’s pistol.
Here are a few things that are wrong:
-I just got my first traffic ticket.
-my “friends” all lied to me about something that was very important to me and backstabbed me.
-I’ve been through an emotional week of hearing twice that my grandmother was dying, then she would somehow pull through (which I am glad she pulled through but it still has been an exhausting week)
-my bf of 5 years has started verbally abusing me, sometimes physically abusing me, and yelling at me in front of everyone that he knows already hates me so that they take his side and all start yelling at me. I recently bought a house with him and now can’t get out of the lease.
-on top of that, he always says I have to listen to whatever he says now because he is the one that contributes the most to the bills as I only have a very part time job. So he is now moving in two of his friends that are filthy and have a pet (I love animals but didn’t want a dog in our house just yet plus his friends don’t shower or own more than one shirt and pair of pants and we can’t seem to teach them how to be the adults that they are) and he and I can’t enjoy our home together.
I don’t know what to do. I was looking forward to a phone interview today with a company that was going to pay me far more than I am getting paid now and they were supposed to call me yesterday. I’ve emailed them twice and called them twice and left a voicemail but they aren’t contacting me back. That was my only hope.