its snowing here…
and its snowing in my head i can no longer stand it i wnt kill myself because i cant…
its painful my mum threatens to put me into care just because she cnt deal with being a mother..
even when i dnt shout she doesnt listen..
a normal parent takes you away from your siblings and calmly talks to you..
but no she shoutes abuse and swears and emotionally abuses my heart and soul..
im scarred ..as for my sisters….ones my step sister i thought we wud get along and we do but she doesnt care no matter how much i stand up for her she never ever stands up for me and it hurts…
my real sister just speaks down to me like she owns me its always ‘fatty’ or ‘idiot’ or ‘pig’ …just cuz i eat cuz im sad…she thinks shes on a different level then me negativity is all i ever get NO ONE STANDS UP FOR ME!
as i sit here near to tears writing this from my heart i no …no one ever will..
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If no one stands up for you.. I guess you’re gonna have to start standing up for yourself. It gets easier with practice, I promise
Don’t worry, you’re not alone. I get near straight A’s and I try my hardest to look pretty and be social. My mother threatens to disown me regardless.
My sisters have forsaken me, and I’m usually alone. I get bullied constantly and everyone in my town hates me. Guys play with my feelings, my friends desert me, and I’ve begun to dislike myself.
You grow accustomed to abandonment after a while. I did.