Im kinda new at this, but here ya go. Im the guy that everyone knows, and some consider their friend at school. I live in the dorm, so i got some close friends. But if i have friends so close, how can they not tell behind all my laughs and jokes, Im dying inside. I just want to scream, tell someone all the shit im going through. How Im watching everything good, everything that I care about going to pot around me. The girl I love doesnt want me, doesnt love me anymore. Im failing my classes. I try but im just not good enough. Ill never get anywhere in life. Why do I bother dragging on in this hell anyways?