Will I ever find love? Will I? I am the only one up in my house and I’m wondering about life, love, and me. I just wonder if there is something wrong with me. I look around and see happiness and I’m drowning in my own pool of sadness. I seem happy my friends tell me all the time that I seem so happy and perfect. Those words haunt me. Perfect. But the fact-of-the-matter is that I’m truthfully lonely. Really lonely. I just want someone. I know I can’t really spare the heartbreak but it must be nice to have someone hold me when things get hard. I know I’m the only one going though this pain but I just need someone the outside, who doesn’t know my actual life. I just need someone.
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Well u must be young right, there r times were u feel lonely but just think about it there will be some one in your life that u will love and have a family
Why are you pinning your happiness on your potential partners? Yes loneliness is a hard thing. We are all pack creatures by nature etc. But you have to be able to stand alone for you to stand alongside a person. You have to grit your teeth and do something with yourself. It comes easier for some than others and a relationship can bring lots of joy but you should still try to find that joy yourself.
Go out and socialise. Take a class for something that picks your interest. Too poor? You have the internet. Just tallk to new people. Focus not on what you don’t have. Focus on what you do have. Don’t make someone else your shot at happiness. (They can probably sense that ^_^). If you want someone to hold you, have you tried your friends? You seem so happy to them etc but why are you afraid of seeming sad? Aren’t they people you can genuinely talk to? Also why are you looking for someone to pop out of nowhere? You don’t want them to know your life? Isn’t that what they will love you for.
I am going to agree that you must be all of the young.