wow, what i crazy past few weeks.
lets see, um i week ago, after not being able to talk to my bf for over a week, he actually messaged me back saying that it wasnt going to work out.. that he only asked me out on spur of the moment feelings and that he did care about me… what a load of crap. I actually did cut some more, and i do regret them this time. For once, i actually found someone that i wanted to be with and he dumped me. I feel like absolute shit.
Anyway my 16th birthday is in 25 days and my party is on 4.20. I invited him because i promised him and he wanted to come. I like keeping my promises, but maybe it wasnt a good idea. Ever since i met him, the world has gotten brighter. I see the good in every day and i dont worry about all the little things as much. I do wish that i couldve shown him how much i care about him and that i dont give up on people easily, i tend to stay attached and try to stay connected to them…kind of like i cant stand to see them cut me out of their lives, like so many others.