Being near 17 kick from high school …….. my parents cant even afford food with my expenses…im better off dead right now ….just me the lying lesbo whore why would anyone want me around
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Yes I feel the same way I think. Others got the spirit but I yam not making much of my life. Better that I step aside; more for others and whatnot.
@changeling only thing good is my fiancee but i barely get to see her now
@sbkstep43 It’s hard when you’ve got money problems… But hey… it’s not the end of the world… Things can improve for you… I’m babbling… Anyways… If you’ve got your fiancee and she loves you… why give up? She must definitely want you around… And… we want you around here too. 😀
i have major exams in a months time i know ntn and im a burden she’ll understand :'(
@sbkstep43 Then maybe you should start learning for the exams… as much as you can… And why are you a burden? If your parents can’t make ends meet… then why is that your fault? They’re working hard for you and making sacrifices then they must care a little for you… They will miss you… And your girlfriend… if she really loves you… she won’t understand. She’ll be broken hearted and hurt beyond belief. So stay around, love! 🙂
my extras class , my braces , getting lawyers to deal with my mistakes ……money is gone because of it
@sbkstep43 Since they’re doing all of this for you then you must definitely be worth it! 🙂 (sigh) There’s still life after high school, you know? It can be hell but it will eventually be over… Later you can get a job and be on your own… and not depend on your parents anymore… It can get better, girl… So don’t do anything rash! What do you say? 🙂
they are doing it because they are suppose to not because they want to…..no one wants someone kicked off high school for being gay
@sbkstep43 That doesn’t make you any less worth it! Maybe you made mistakes… but who doesn’t? I believe you’re an awesome person and I think you are worth caring for! Don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise! 🙂 Anyways… I’ve got a question for you… Do you think that humankind will ever solve it’s problems? Like lack of money for most people and everything that comes with that, disease, violence, crimes, death? What do you say?
i think humankind is ……….. no answer
I care about what happens to you. You’re important! Especially if you’re in a serious relationship, don’t give that up. If you feel a burden know that if you end your life then money was that was used to try to make your life better was basically wasted. However if you stay you can get a job and pay your parents back, maybe even help them.
@freezinginfine i would owe my parents about 3 millions dollars then and money cant undo the sickness ive caused on my mom and the depression ive caused my dad
@sbkstep43 Hmmm… Yes, humankind is hopeless on it’s own… As you can see very well… Some people have tryed to do good to this world… but to no end… Things are only getting worse as time passes… But there is still hope… God has promised that he will soon intervene: “The world is passing away and so is its desire, but he that does the will of God remains forever.” (1 John 2:17) You see what God promises? That this world with all it’s problems: violence, hunger, disease, even death will soon be gone. Think about that! Living FOREVER in a world without problems! What do you think of such a promise? 🙂 And God asks of us one thing first. Do you have any idea what that thing could be? 🙂
@just.me.20 one i dont have faith and two idk
Yes life seems a lot like them minefields we used to train in. We want to go slow and careful. Then what with the machine guns and C4 going off in them pits, why we gots to hustle then.
So we haulass and try to watch our step but then boom we out. It’s a pickle my friend I didn’t get too far. But you got your woman that’s an advantage I don’t have. You’re doing the best you can God bless you sir that’s all anyone can ask.
You say you’ve caused your dad depression? What do you think your death would do to him? Especially if you killed yourself and he felt that he made you feel guilty and go. Maybe you should read the post before yours, parents care about their children more than you might think.
@sbkstep43 Well… many people don’t have faith. But God doesn’t expect us to have faith out of nothing. He wants us to get to know Him. In John 17:3 it says: “This means everlasting life, their taking in knowledge of you, the only true God, and of the one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ.” So you see?… That is what God asks of us: to learn about him. To learn about Him and to see for ourselves if we should have faith or not. What do you say? Are you interested in finding out more about God and what he will do for us? 🙂
@freezinginfire no he’ll be happy…he is depressed caused all i cause is problems
@changeling lol you said sir….you didnt read right
@just.me.20 sorry im afraid of faith
@sbkstep43 Hmmm… what are you afraid of actually? That it could somehow dissapoint you?
@just.me.20 god is out to slap me into reality …..so yeah im afraid my life would get way worst….i can barely live with it now
Wait you’re a woman and your fiancé is a woman too? Well that’s mighty hot. I apologize my readin ain’t so good. Still, God bless you ma’am and your soon-to-be bride. You shake your fist give ’em hell and tell ’em the Changeling sent ya.
@sbkstep Well… God doesn’t want to burden us anymore than we already are… He wants to help us… each and every one of us… Hmmm… I like this verse: “In case my own father and my own mother did leave me, Even Jehovah himself would take me up”(Psalms 27:10) 🙂 Anyways… I was just offering to show you what God promises to do for us… and how He can give us peace of mind even now… What do you say?
@changeling lol 🙂
@just.me.20 i like under my rock all i need is my blade back
@sbkstep43 I’ld say nice rhyme but… the blade won’t do you any good… You’ll just hurt yourself more, unfortunately… 🙁
@just.me.20 its the only thing that will take away the pain
@sbkstep43 Maybe for now… But how do you think things will turn out for you in the long run? Like this… (sigh)
@just.me.20 :'(
@sbkstep43 Then maybe you should get out from under your rock. 🙁
@just.me.20 but i dont feel safe im afraid of myself very afraid
@sbkstep43 (sigh) I wish I knew what’s really going on in your mind… but I don’t. I don’t know why you are afraid of yourself… But I know that you have to be HONEST with yourself about what you really want…about what’s going on all around you and what you can do about it… (sigh) Or that rock will crush you.
@just.me.20 i cant im a failure a mistake i dont belong sorry i need to die
@sbkstep43 So… you choose to die instead of accepting the reality that you’re NOT a failure… or a mistake… or anything else that you’re saying to put yourself down? Hmmm…
@just.me.20 im not (sigh) i dont know
@sbkstep43 (sigh) You’re gonna have to choose something after all, you know? Better choose life… for what it’s worth…
@just.me.20 asddfghhjjjjjjjklpoiuytr (sorry ) i hate decisons
@just.me.20 i have dreams my fiancee a dream wedding a daughter a life
@sbkstep43 Hmmm… I didn’t know that two girls can now make children… 😀 Ha ha! How do you dream your life would be like?
@just.me.20 lol ……happy a daughter kiara and taking care of my niece to be …..being a chemist
@sbkstep43 I love children too… 😀 Wanna have lots of them!
Why do you wanna become a chemist? What atracts you at it?
@just.me.20 i just have a passion for it