So, here I am again, with all of these issues. I laid in bed last night and thought about everything I’ve been through, and I really don’t understand what I did to have a life like this. I try and try but its never good enough, I can try to make my life better but every time I do, it goes right back down hill, its like I’m a huge ball that the wind blows up a mountain, and right when I get to the top, the rocks pop me and I just die down again, I cant keep patching up my holes. I always look for a different mountain to roll up but all the rocks keep popping me and I’m running out of material to fix me up, I honestly don’t know what to do with my life anymore, so what’s the point?
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Fuck, i just read your earlier post…. I didnt grow up in that kind of environment but my friend did and i watched the pain she went through and is still going through. i can honestly say that i agree with when something in life seems to be okay something then comes along and puts things right back in the shitter. I am trying to find a point also in life, but right now, i dont see one! i wish you all the luck in the world to finding one! everyone deserves to be happy! just wish it would come quickly to some! i feel like you deserve someone to come and wash away all the fucking rubbish that has been put on your young self! I really do wish you all the best!! xxx
I obviously don’t know you, but I truly do hope you find some kind of joy, happiness, or meaning to life. You didn’t do anything to deserve a bad life; the best is yet to come for you. Stay strong <3
Thanks you guys, I’m really glad I found this website it just makes me feel like people really do understand me and I’m not alone, I hope you guys find happiness too, it is true that everyone deserve s hope and joy, but some people aren’t fortunate to have it, and its sad, but all anyone can do is try, it may not ever be enough, and we all wanna give up, and sometimes we do.