Everyday I have a weird complex to kill my family…. Like they would be happier dead…….is that normal?……….ps…. My mom sleeps all day…. My littles brother to,d me he wanted to kill his self once….. And the middle brother. Crys a lot ….and sleeps a lot…. And Seems very depressed….
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They say that suicide is an introverted murder, so I guess it is only fair to assume that a murder is an extroverted suicide.
Regardless, please don’t. Random thoughts like this are not at all uncommon, especially when you are twisted with depression, but there is a line not to cross and you are standing at it.
At one point I wanted to study elerical engineering, computer science, chemicalsty and nuclear science and eveormental science …… I still do but….. The reason was diffrent…. I think I would be in contentment if I made weapons for the goverment….. Or for my own use the world s so fragal and just need a little push for the end…………why am I saying this…. 1. So when I grow older and want to work or big companys they would deny me….. 2. To show that I won’t kill my famil…. You have to love all humans equally …. Family and strangers…..and there are a lot of people with no will to live …people who eyes cry for help but….. Will make more kids like them creating a never ending cycle of pain………. I am sorry If this view point is dumb
I am sorry what I should be asking is how to get off that line?